Since I can remember I've always been the one to put my heart out there. I have been to one to say "I know we are friends, but I'd like to be more if you feel that way too." I was the one whose heart ended up hurting in the long run. Always rejected never accepted. Never had I been the person to recieve that comment, that honor to have someone like me even though I may not like them back. Never, until now.
When you are aquaintences it doesn't hurt that much.
When you are friends its hurts but it is quite temporary
When you are best friends, you physically feel the pain as if you were the one being passed up.
We are best friends and I could feel his heartbreak when I answered him with an unfavorable response. I've never thought so hard about what I would say to someone who, I think, is so close to me. I was physically shaking and feeling chest pains when I was answering. It felt as if my own heart were breaking.
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