"falling to sleep with a chorus of staff singing allstar from smashmouth and being accompanied by a violin and a beatboxer. this is my soundtrack to summer :)"

Can I go back to this? A time when I thought nothing could really hurt me except that nasty fall from star tripping which I thought might be a concussion. When I was way too naive of my surroundings and I did not know your feelings. When I overthought everything I said to you. I miss this.

I just do not want die alone.

Is that too much to ask? I am losing hope and the fear is growing.

A poem from the Summer

All the minstrels and sonnets
of years past could not amount
to the beauty of this place
Right
Now.

The heavenly spirits dwell
among us throughout harder times.
She is here.
Right.
Now.
Even when all is going to shit
She is here.
Right.
Now.

Hugging my closely to her breast
as someone would hold a baby bird
fallen from its nest.
''I am here'' She whispers
with every pen stroke
''My voice calls to you,
'Be strong and fearless
like I have created you
in my image.'

'Make every step
a holy one
in the journey of life.'

'You are walking
on sacred ground."

I forgot about the high I gain after writing a poem.
It is pure divinity.

» Tell Me What I Wanna Hear ! | X_LOVEISLOST   (clipped to polyvore.com)

My new favorite band.

The Avett Brothers.


These guys are truly amazing artists. Their are so catchy, deep, and fantastic.


Here is some of their amazingness in link form:


I and Love and You
Makes me want to cry over a cup of tea.


Head Full of Doubt/ Road Full of Promise
Just and amazing song.


Kick Drum Heart
Makes me smile and bop my head to the music.