New years resolution (reprise)

So today I came across my new years resolutions and I have accomplished every emotional resolution on it.

I have stated my likeness to a certain person
I have become very close with not only one person but 2
I have had the corage to say no
And am ok with myself.

Time is All Around

I've been listening to Regina spektor lately and one of the verses in the song Time Is All Around just shot out at me
"Leaves become most beautiful
when they're about to die
when they're about to fall from trees
When they're about to dry, up."
I never really noticed that this statement is completely and utterly true. In nature, things look most beautiful when they are about to die. This made me ask the question, "Are humans the same way?"

Friend?

What do you do when a friend says to you, " I don't want to talk to you because you didn't laugh at my story"

Would a true friend even say that let alone carry it through?

I was wrong

Life isn't as easy as I thought it would be.

Masks

Hiding tears behind the mask

covering anger built inside

look at how elaborate they have become

slowly loosing the you inside

it was so easy putting the mask on

taking it off is the hardest part

((wrote this after the retreat to Shawnee))

Accomplishments

I love the feeling after you accomplish a big task. It's such a natural high.

Dreams.

Dream the sweet dreams of our youth, taking you to places you have never been, experiencing the things you have never experienced.

~ I feel like I heard this someplace, but it might just be what my genius tells me ~

Friend, twin, sister

If we had past lives I think I have found my sister from it or maybe it's my other half. I have never had such a strong connection with a person before in my life. We understand each other after not seeing each other for over a year. We have the same problems and like the same things. She can make me feel happy when I am depressed. She is the voice that calls me from the darkness. She appreciates me and tells me it everyday. She is my friend, my twin, my sister.

Thank you Amy.
You are truely my best friend and more than I could ever ask for.