God put me on this earth
She put me where I am
She put me in this family
She placed me in these situations
All for a purpose.
I do not know what it is just yet,
but what i know,
i'm growing and alive
i'm learning the land
i'm dealing with the troubles
i'm am strengthened my circumstances

She gave me the tools to accomplish these things
positivity.
encouragement.
intelligence.
faith.

But it gets hard.
when faith falters
and encouragement fails
when the well of intelligence looks dry
and all the positivity disappears.

I call places that i know are not my home
Home
If She wanted me there, i'd would have been placed there.
however, I wish I was there.
I wish I awoke to birds calling my name
breathed the cool mountain air
hold nature in my hands
instead, i'm just there to visit.
for now.