Hmmm

My eyes are on fire
from the water flowing down my cheeks.
Loosing my eyesight
one drop at a time.
I find comedy in this pain
by calling it 'me time'
I lock myself away
just to escape your apologies.
After so many,
they loose their meaning

so
I write
to find meaning
find the meaning
behind all the madness
find the meaning
behind the sadness
I write to clear the tears away
when tissues just won't do.

after a stanzas
or two
the heartbeat slows
the mind relaxes
the eyes are dry
pen against paper
is just as good as any drug