My whole life I've never really had anything truly horrendous happen to me and I am thankful for that. What I do have are bad days and sometimes bad weeks. Today was one of those days. To combat my despair and what was thrown at me I whip out my greatest weapon. A positive outlook. Sure in the beginning it is my greatest mask, but if it is what keeps me together so be it. This is the time for me to be strong, to believe in myself and my endeavors. I need to be. This next week is going to be a big test to see how I can deal with all the shit life has to throw at me. Failing is not an option, it never is.
So this is what I say now: Bring it.
hell yeah!
ReplyDeleteThat is the best weapon ever! We need to have a best day ever together again soon. I miss your sunshine.
ReplyDeleteI need your sunshine too. That is also a fine weapon in itself.
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