What do I need to be whole?

I have no idea
For i am young.
Love maybe
Love greater than
what I give.
Compassion
With a sense of
Attention
I give more than
I take
I refuse sometimes
But now I see
How that action
Hurts me

I long for a love
Greater than the community
Like a tree longing to be a book
It takes more than the tree
to make it happen.
To make me whole
I need more that
Just myself
I thought I caught it once
But it only slipped away
To soon to make a positive impact.
But when it slipped away
It took everything
that was temporarily given
And then some more.
I think I can never really be whole
Not until I find
What is lost.

If I truly want to be whole
I am going to have to go on a
Spiritual treasure hunt.
I need to find what was lost.