Hole

I sleep to dream you, just to hold you
in my arms before the morning light shines through
In my dreams your love breaks all boundaries
but when I awake, there are still barricades
So many words are being left unsaid
and each word, a tiny hole in my chest.
You can see right through me now
eventually it will be like you never even saw me
Even now when I see you
I feel you don't see me.
They say "Give it time"
Time does not heal all wounds
Time is just a number
Time is not a hug, or a calming word
Time is just a number
Time is something you won't give me
I want to be able to breathe again.
I have no lungs around you
I want to get my words out, right
I have to improve the silence
You have no idea whats running through my mind
But I want you to know