Over the past couple week I have been in a couple situations that have helped me find out 3 things about myself.
1. I am extremely afraid of rejection.
2. I am extremely afraid of disappointing myself and the people I am close to.
3. I would to anything to help a friend even if I wouldn't get the same support back.
1&2 are the ones that a severely affecting my life at this time. I've been waiting for a year and a half but these things are just holding me back from doing it.
I heard once that "Be not afraid" is mentioned 365 times in the bible. So is it as simple as putting my faith in god and taking that leap?
"The Lord is my shepherd, whom shall I fear?" - Psalm 23:1
i am ashamed to tell you that fear moves me more often than many other emotions.
ReplyDeleteMe, too...it's learning to move PAST the fear and take the chances...You are an AWESOME human, my dear!! ;) Love ya!!
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